Letter to Me
I feel lost but yet I have a compass.
I feel like I am drowning but I’m not even in an Ocean.
Not a drop of water in sight and my destination is right in front of me
So why do I feel disconnected from myself and the apathy overwhelms me
I know my beginning and the end. Like a ship without the Captain but the seas are at ease, like I’m going the right way and I feel not in control.
What is Wrong with me ?
Why does my head play mind games with me, telling me that I am not enough
Why does my heart get scared and shuts the door to Faith
Why do I feel on the edge but I know I am safe
Why does this uneasiness make me feel puzzled and confused.
I tell myself that I’ve done everything but I know I havent done much.
I feel the walls closing in and I have no where to run
A pen and a horn are my weapons but I always forget.
That the Greatest weapon I have is me knowing my life is in His Hands.
So to the mind genie in my Head
All your words were lies because God told me that his plans are of good and not of evil, He will be by my side.
The truth is
The way a man thinkers so he will be, the power of the tongue is a strong.
I say what I am from now on
And to my Beautiful heart that is afraid to soar, forgive and love
The scars of the past dont define you
The people who dont believe in you dont dictate to you.
The dream extinguishers can’t put out the flame that makes you mine, no matter how hard they try.
So be brave, have courage and be kind
You are special, my heart no doubt
the feeling of fear is an illusion, it’s a lie that tells you that you can’t, won’t and shouldn’t.
So don’t be afraid, don’t let what people say to you be the definition of who you are
look straight and be confident
be kind but firm
and be yourself .
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